Dead end
I've done horribly this week and I'm really scared to even go near the scale now. I just kinda poke it out of the way with a stick to get to the tub...
I feel like shit most of the time now and I really don't have any way of changing that. My back is always sore and my pants are too tight and you know what? It's really scary to see your backside closeup in a HUGE full length mirror. I have a JLo butt on a non-JLo body type. Really kinda ugly...
I haven't worked out in ages and my diet is as crazy as a three ring circus. I think I'm just going to have to start over; completely over. The only good thing that came out of this was that I've managed to remain under 159 pounds. So you can average it out to 2 pounds lost in 30 days. Probably not a good ratio but it's still progress.
Anyway. I guess new updates soon? And how about a new layout? I'm not feeling the butterflies lately...
hey maddy, hang in there. you can turn this around for yourself. i felt exactly the same two weeks ago then something clicked for me and now i am in a really good head space. just keep doing the best you can and it will click for you soon. take care.
Yay! A fellow Canuck! I'm a Toronto gal myself. Go easy on yourself - you're doing a great job so far.
You have the JLo butt minus the body and the insurance, right? It's really not that healthy to lose more than eight pounds a month and for somebody whom hasn't been excersising or eating according to her diet, you're doing well. Hope for the best:
-Ryou
Oh sweetie - don't worry, we all feel like that sometimes. Just take a deep breath and focus - starting over sounds like a great plan.
I love the butterfiles - but it's up to you. I still need a lesson in template design from you!